Anybody else feel nostalgic all the time?

Don't know why you feel the need to come into the thread and be a dick, but alright.

I guess I misspoke a little bit. I've been nostalgic the last 2-3 years give or take really.

Life just isn't as good as it once was. When I was in high school I was a slayer. New girls came into my life regularly and with little effort on my part. The ones that developed into real relationships generated way more emotion and passion that I feel for girls that I've dated in recent years.

When I was 21, I made the decision to go to north dakota and cash in on the oil boom. A lot of my personal relationships suffered from that and most dropped off. When you're not in someone's life for an extended period of time they forget about you and move on. Simple stuff.

The friends that I did have when I returned, were friends from high school. I more or less realized they were stuck in their adolescent partying stage despite being 23-26. None of them did anything with their time other than focus on getting high and/or drunk. I felt that these people didn't represent me anymore. I couldn't have conversations about things I'm interested in, we had different values, and I was forced to separate myself from them. The events I just described took up about 4 years of my life. From 21 to 25-26.

You're not making memories and living it up when you're working 90 hours a week in the oil field for two years. The memories that I did make upon returning home, I'm not fond of because they're filled with people I dislike and living a lifestyle I no longer endorse. So essentially almost all of the time I've spent in my early adult life have been wasted and/or unfulfilled years. That's been changing, slowly but surely, but there it is.
reading the above, I have even less, than the little sympathy I had for you, didn't think I was being a dick though.....although, maybe with this post I am, because you just sound like a whining faced douche.
 
reading the above, I have even less, than the little sympathy I had for you, didn't think I was being a dick though.....although, maybe with this post I am, because you just sound like a whining faced douche.
Alright dude, get fucked then. Welcome to the ignore list.
 
Don't know why you feel the need to come into the thread and be a dick, but alright.

I guess I misspoke a little bit. I've been nostalgic the last 2-3 years give or take really.

Life just isn't as good as it once was. When I was in high school I was a slayer. New girls came into my life regularly and with little effort on my part. The ones that developed into real relationships generated way more emotion and passion that I feel for girls that I've dated in recent years.

When I was 21, I made the decision to go to north dakota and cash in on the oil boom. A lot of my personal relationships suffered from that and most dropped off. When you're not in someone's life for an extended period of time they forget about you and move on. Simple stuff.

The friends that I did have when I returned, were friends from high school. I more or less realized they were stuck in their adolescent partying stage despite being 23-26. None of them did anything with their time other than focus on getting high and/or drunk. I felt that these people didn't represent me anymore. I couldn't have conversations about things I'm interested in, we had different values, and I was forced to separate myself from them. The events I just described took up about 4 years of my life. From 21 to 25-26.

You're not making memories and living it up when you're working 90 hours a week in the oil field for two years. The memories that I did make upon returning home, I'm not fond of because they're filled with people I dislike and living a lifestyle I no longer endorse. So essentially almost all of the time I've spent in my early adult life have been wasted and/or unfulfilled years. That's been changing, slowly but surely, but there it is.
When I was 18, I had a huge opportunity to get a gig as a welder helper. This was about 2014, so 18 bucks an hour was yuge money for some kid fresh from high school. Driving an hour everyday from my hometown at 3 A.M. in order to work 12 hours a day with my uncle constantly yelling at me really didn't seem like it was worth it. Even if I were to be set with a job for life. I quit after a couple months. There's no way I would have been happy doing that shit the rest of my life.

After toiling in Little Caesars for a bit, I decided to go to junior college. Made new friends, took up sports, beat my depression, and learned a thing or two about the world. As a kid with my life so engulfed in high school, I thought the 20's were going to be the end of my social life. It wasn't.

Fuck it, we're young, man. There's more to life than just fucking high school.
 
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Its we as ppl think the past was better then the present. For some its true but overall, our brain tricks us.
 
reading the above, I have even less, than the little sympathy I had for you, didn't think I was being a dick though.....although, maybe with this post I am, because you just sound like a whining faced douche.
Lol damn.
 
Yes, I get the nostalgic feels all the time, but not really for time periods I wasn't a part of. Sometimes, I like to plunge myself into nostalgia with music and listening to old TV theme songs from the '80s and '90s. But, I also know how to enjoy the current times, and I'll also look back on these days with them nostalgic feels. I am a sentimental person.
 
Probably need to eat more eggs.
 
Look towards the future but live in the present. Learn from the past but don't let it weigh you down.
 
I find I’m the most nostalgic when I feel lonely. Sounds like op and some others itt are just lonely and need family, friends, or gf
 
I find myself in a similar situation to be honest.

The only music I ever listen to was made in the 90s or early 2000's
I still play MOHAA now and then, I dream of WoW TBC era
I watch movies that are years old most nights.
 
I usually get nostalgic this time of year. Christmas was always huge in my family when I was growing up. It’s fun to reminisce with my sister about all of it.

I still feel that nostalgia is more of a guy thing though.
 
Don't know why you feel the need to come into the thread and be a dick, but alright.

I guess I misspoke a little bit. I've been nostalgic the last 2-3 years give or take really.

Life just isn't as good as it once was. When I was in high school I was a slayer. New girls came into my life regularly and with little effort on my part. The ones that developed into real relationships generated way more emotion and passion that I feel for girls that I've dated in recent years.

When I was 21, I made the decision to go to north dakota and cash in on the oil boom. A lot of my personal relationships suffered from that and most dropped off. When you're not in someone's life for an extended period of time they forget about you and move on. Simple stuff.

The friends that I did have when I returned, were friends from high school. I more or less realized they were stuck in their adolescent partying stage despite being 23-26. None of them did anything with their time other than focus on getting high and/or drunk. I felt that these people didn't represent me anymore. I couldn't have conversations about things I'm interested in, we had different values, and I was forced to separate myself from them. The events I just described took up about 4 years of my life. From 21 to 25-26.

You're not making memories and living it up when you're working 90 hours a week in the oil field for two years. The memories that I did make upon returning home, I'm not fond of because they're filled with people I dislike and living a lifestyle I no longer endorse. So essentially almost all of the time I've spent in my early adult life have been wasted and/or unfulfilled years. That's been changing, slowly but surely, but there it is.


Reading this made me realize the difference 5 years can make. You've got lots of learning to do son.
 
Man it's been a real problem these last 5 or so years for me.

It's almost constant.

Every song I listen to, every movie I watch, I'm feeling nostalgic about the past and what used to be, and how grey and uneventful things are now compared to that.

Sometimes I feel nostalgic about times and eras I never even lived in.

I watched gangs of new york the other day. I felt nostalgic about the time period (as brutal as it was) about never having lived in that. All the chaos, all the mayhem, all the opportunity. I have countless examples of other movies and songs that make me feel nostalgic about eras I never lived in.

Tonight I'm watching Mr. Nobody which a good portion of focuses on teenage love. I'm feeling nostalgic about those feels. That first or second love. Those raw teenage emotions. Fuck I miss it.

Anyone else have experience with this? Have you been able to overcome it?

Fuck man I'm so tired of constantly missing the past and wanting to go back.

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Is Aunt Flo in town?
 
This should be your theme song bro...

 
Man it's been a real problem these last 5 or so years for me.

It's almost constant.

Every song I listen to, every movie I watch, I'm feeling nostalgic about the past and what used to be, and how grey and uneventful things are now compared to that.

Sometimes I feel nostalgic about times and eras I never even lived in.

I watched gangs of new york the other day. I felt nostalgic about the time period (as brutal as it was) about never having lived in that. All the chaos, all the mayhem, all the opportunity. I have countless examples of other movies and songs that make me feel nostalgic about eras I never lived in.

Tonight I'm watching Mr. Nobody which a good portion of focuses on teenage love. I'm feeling nostalgic about those feels. That first or second love. Those raw teenage emotions. Fuck I miss it.

Anyone else have experience with this? Have you been able to overcome it?

Fuck man I'm so tired of constantly missing the past and wanting to go back.

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Thank God Hillary wasn't elected. This forum would have been overrun with pussified threads like this one!
 
Man it's been a real problem these last 5 or so years for me.

It's almost constant.

Every song I listen to, every movie I watch, I'm feeling nostalgic about the past and what used to be, and how grey and uneventful things are now compared to that.

Sometimes I feel nostalgic about times and eras I never even lived in.

I watched gangs of new york the other day. I felt nostalgic about the time period (as brutal as it was) about never having lived in that. All the chaos, all the mayhem, all the opportunity. I have countless examples of other movies and songs that make me feel nostalgic about eras I never lived in.

Tonight I'm watching Mr. Nobody which a good portion of focuses on teenage love. I'm feeling nostalgic about those feels. That first or second love. Those raw teenage emotions. Fuck I miss it.

Anyone else have experience with this? Have you been able to overcome it?

Fuck man I'm so tired of constantly missing the past and wanting to go back.

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