Anybody else feel nostalgic all the time?

[GigglesTheClown]

This isn't the war room idiot

Still, though.

 

[Der Eisbär]

LOL! Strong AV to post content ratio

now I feel nostalgic about watching this for the first time when I was like 11 =/

 

[21 Savage]

I dream of WoW TBC era

ay at least they will be releasing vanilla soon

 

[Jack Reacheround]

I kind of feel that way when I watch Tombstone. But then I realize just how fucking ridiculous it was that a bunch of twenty somethings and thirty somethings were running around with guns, basically being dicks to everyone because they didn’t want real jobs. I would have been an elder back in that time and I’m just coming up on my 36th birthday.

 

[urnotaslave23]

 

[Only Here for Attachments]

It means you're going to die soon

 

[Der Eisbär]

It means you're going to die soon

 

[Armbars]

ay at least they will be releasing vanilla soon

im dreading it

 

[weed]

 

[Der Eisbär]

im dreading it

Vanilla is gonna be dope.

 

[Fedorgasm]

I haven't recently, but i used to feel nostalgic.

Man, those were the days...

 

[Armbars]

Vanilla is gonna be dope.

thats my worry

 

[Zazen]

PAST

VS

Present

I too really miss the old days. Howard the duck, what a classic.

 

[sub_thug]

Don't know why you feel the need to come into the thread and be a dick, but alright.

I guess I misspoke a little bit. I've been nostalgic the last 2-3 years give or take really.

Life just isn't as good as it once was. When I was in high school I was a slayer. New girls came into my life regularly and with little effort on my part. The ones that developed into real relationships generated way more emotion and passion that I feel for girls that I've dated in recent years.

When I was 21, I made the decision to go to north dakota and cash in on the oil boom. A lot of my personal relationships suffered from that and most dropped off. When you're not in someone's life for an extended period of time they forget about you and move on. Simple stuff.

The friends that I did have when I returned, were friends from high school. I more or less realized they were stuck in their adolescent partying stage despite being 23-26. None of them did anything with their time other than focus on getting high and/or drunk. I felt that these people didn't represent me anymore. I couldn't have conversations about things I'm interested in, we had different values, and I was forced to separate myself from them. The events I just described took up about 4 years of my life. From 21 to 25-26.

You're not making memories and living it up when you're working 90 hours a week in the oil field for two years. The memories that I did make upon returning home, I'm not fond of because they're filled with people I dislike and living a lifestyle I no longer endorse. So essentially almost all of the time I've spent in my early adult life have been wasted and/or unfulfilled years. That's been changing, slowly but surely, but there it is.

Is this nostalgia, regret, or disappointment? A combination?

What it's sounding like is that you enjoyed having all these girls around who were pursuing you instead of the inverse, and maybe you were fueled by the optimism of youth that things were always going to be that way? And when things didn't live up to your expectations, you were disappointed in the results? I'm just trying to understand. And believe me, I get where you're coming from. I think a lot of people think that things are always going to be good and/or get better, and then life kind of sets in and can take us down a peg or two. And then we are obligated to react to it, and our reactions are the things that determine the kind of people we are.

As for your time in the oil fields and then working in the office, you're hitting on something really important here. If maturation is the Y axis, then experiences are the X axis. A lot of people think that the X axis is just time. Time is important, but its value is overstated. So as your friends were spending that time in the relative bubble of college, not exposed to the "real world," you were exposed to bills, hard labor, people in other places in their lives, and such. That's going to give you a different perspective than your former friends. You probably just aren't interested in doing high school shit with your high school buddies. You just are at different points in your life.

 

[Der Eisbär]

Is this nostalgia, regret, or disappointment? A combination?

What it's sounding like is that you enjoyed having all these girls around who were pursuing you instead of the inverse, and maybe you were fueled by the optimism of youth that things were always going to be that way? And when things didn't live up to your expectations, you were disappointed in the results? I'm just trying to understand. And believe me, I get where you're coming from. I think a lot of people think that things are always going to be good and/or get better, and then life kind of sets in and can take us down a peg or two. And then we are obligated to react to it, and our reactions are the things that determine the kind of people we are.

As for your time in the oil fields and then working in the office, you're hitting on something really important here. If maturation is the Y axis, then experiences are the X axis. A lot of people think that the X axis is just time. Time is important, but its value is overstated. So as your friends were spending that time in the relative bubble of college, not exposed to the "real world," you were exposed to bills, hard labor, people in other places in their lives, and such. That's going to give you a different perspective than your former friends. You probably just aren't interested in doing high school shit with your high school buddies. You just are at different points in your life.

Yeah it's a combination for sure. Nostalgia about the free and easy women, the good times of youth, living wild and care-free in good health. The last two years have seen me stuck in an office (that im only weeks away from leaving, thank god) which has lead to my back deteriorating and me getting fat, paying bills, no wild parties any more, no major vacations/travel, no bounty of youthful easy women. Then there's also regret from not having spent my time from 18-24 more productively, learning a skill, a language, an instrument, saving money, etc etc. I feel like these two work-free years I have left in college are my last shot to turn it around. I'll have plenty of time to work out and rehab my back, lose weight. Plenty of time to learn new things and be more productive.

 

[Bunk Moreland]

Man it's been a real problem these last 5 or so years for me.

It's almost constant.

Every song I listen to, every movie I watch, I'm feeling nostalgic about the past and what used to be, and how grey and uneventful things are now compared to that.

Sometimes I feel nostalgic about times and eras I never even lived in.

I watched gangs of new york the other day. I felt nostalgic about the time period (as brutal as it was) about never having lived in that. All the chaos, all the mayhem, all the opportunity. I have countless examples of other movies and songs that make me feel nostalgic about eras I never lived in.

Tonight I'm watching Mr. Nobody which a good portion of focuses on teenage love. I'm feeling nostalgic about those feels. That first or second love. Those raw teenage emotions. Fuck I miss it.

Anyone else have experience with this? Have you been able to overcome it?

Fuck man I'm so tired of constantly missing the past and wanting to go back.

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I think back a lot about when you didn’t make such shitty threads. Peace!

 

[The Diplomat]

Man it's been a real problem these last 5 or so years for me.

It's almost constant.

Every song I listen to, every movie I watch, I'm feeling nostalgic about the past and what used to be, and how grey and uneventful things are now compared to that.

Sometimes I feel nostalgic about times and eras I never even lived in.

I watched gangs of new york the other day. I felt nostalgic about the time period (as brutal as it was) about never having lived in that. All the chaos, all the mayhem, all the opportunity. I have countless examples of other movies and songs that make me feel nostalgic about eras I never lived in.

Tonight I'm watching Mr. Nobody which a good portion of focuses on teenage love. I'm feeling nostalgic about those feels. That first or second love. Those raw teenage emotions. Fuck I miss it.

Anyone else have experience with this? Have you been able to overcome it?

Fuck man I'm so tired of constantly missing the past and wanting to go back.

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Yeah, I've been nostalgic for years. Started when I was young and I'd dream of moments as a younger kid. These days, for background noise on the TV, I'm usually looking for something from the 80's and 90's like Roger Rabbit, Batman, BTTF, etc.

 

[sub_thug]

Yeah it's a combination for sure. Nostalgia about the free and easy women, the good times of youth, living wild and care-free in good health. The last two years have seen me stuck in an office (that im only weeks away from leaving, thank god) which has lead to my back deteriorating and me getting fat, paying bills, no wild parties any more, no major vacations/travel, no bounty of youthful easy women. Then there's also regret from not having spent my time from 18-24 more productively, learning a skill, a language, an instrument, saving money, etc etc. I feel like these two work-free years I have left in college are my last shot to turn it around. I'll have plenty of time to work out and rehab my back, lose weight. Plenty of time to learn new things and be more productive.

As long as you don't view this as an opportunity to go back and correct wrongs, you'll be alright. But this isn't going back. This is just a different way to move forward, and there's an important distinction there. Use the sum of your experiences to grow and move forward in the direction that you want.

 

[Der Eisbär]

Yeah, I've been nostalgic for years. Started when I was young and I'd dream of moments as a younger kid. These days, for background noise on the TV, I'm usually looking for something from the 80's and 90's like Roger Rabbit, Batman, BTTF, etc.

Man toonamiaftermath.com is the perfect thing for me for what you're describing. My fondest memories watching cartoons are all from toonami, the goat cartoon broadcasting block.

 

[Der Eisbär]

As long as you don't view this as an opportunity to go back and correct wrongs, you'll be alright. But this isn't going back. This is just a different way to move forward, and there's an important distinction there. Use the sum of your experiences to grow and move forward in the direction that you want.

Yeah I agree. The only wrongs I'll be correcting are my behaviors that got me here. As far as correcting wrongs with old friends and girls, not happening. I appreciate the advice man. You're a good dude.