Anybody else feel nostalgic all the time?

Yeah it's a combination for sure. Nostalgia about the free and easy women, the good times of youth, living wild and care-free in good health. The last two years have seen me stuck in an office (that im only weeks away from leaving, thank god) which has lead to my back deteriorating and me getting fat, paying bills, no wild parties any more, no major vacations/travel, no bounty of youthful easy women. Then there's also regret from not having spent my time from 18-24 more productively, learning a skill, a language, an instrument, saving money, etc etc. I feel like these two work-free years I have left in college are my last shot to turn it around. I'll have plenty of time to work out and rehab my back, lose weight. Plenty of time to learn new things and be more productive.
You have plenty of time to do all the things you want to do; you just have to make the time. You’re only 26; it’s like you’re hitting a pre-mid-life crisis. Are you a deep thinker? We tend to let our minds wander down roads they shouldn’t go instead of acting on our goals.
 
Usually when I listen to 90s music and watch movies from then it does make me think back quite a bit. But I'd only want to go back if I can do some things differently. But otherwise, my life is better now than is was back then.
 
You have plenty of time to do all the things you want to do; you just have to make the time. You’re only 26; it’s like you’re hitting a pre-mid-life crisis. Are you a deep thinker? We tend to let our minds wander down roads they shouldn’t go instead of acting on our goals.
I think constantly. It drives me mad.
 
I think constantly. It drives me mad.
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I think that's one of my main reasons why I'm drawn to pot. It slows down my brains processing power and allows me to just be, lol. It also makes me lazy and unmotivated if use is constant which is obviously a problem.
 
Yeah I agree. The only wrongs I'll be correcting are my behaviors that got me here. As far as correcting wrongs with old friends and girls, not happening. I appreciate the advice man. You're a good dude.
Just an old man telling a young one about all the mistakes he made ;) You seem like a really nice guy, and I hope that everything works out for you. We are all better off when our teammates are the best version of themselves.
 
Man it's been a real problem these last 5 or so years for me.

It's almost constant.

Every song I listen to, every movie I watch, I'm feeling nostalgic about the past and what used to be, and how grey and uneventful things are now compared to that.

Sometimes I feel nostalgic about times and eras I never even lived in.

I watched gangs of new york the other day. I felt nostalgic about the time period (as brutal as it was) about never having lived in that. All the chaos, all the mayhem, all the opportunity. I have countless examples of other movies and songs that make me feel nostalgic about eras I never lived in.

Tonight I'm watching Mr. Nobody which a good portion of focuses on teenage love. I'm feeling nostalgic about those feels. That first or second love. Those raw teenage emotions. Fuck I miss it.

Anyone else have experience with this? Have you been able to overcome it?

Fuck man I'm so tired of constantly missing the past and wanting to go back.

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you should watch Midnight in Paris

I'm the same way though dude, but for me I'll be driving somewhere, and depending on how the light is I'll like have flashbacks to driving the same route when I was 17 in my first beater car on my way home after a party....like clockwork its me thinking of the same party and shit like that....wasnt even a great party...just a good time....but I always think of it when I drive this familiar route that I take every sunday! just depends on the lighting of the day...its wierd. Just great positive summer vibes

Then my mind will wander back to being 17 and the feeling of summer and blasting music that is making me go deaf... feels good man
 
Man it's been a real problem these last 5 or so years for me.

It's almost constant.

Every song I listen to, every movie I watch, I'm feeling nostalgic about the past and what used to be, and how grey and uneventful things are now compared to that.

Sometimes I feel nostalgic about times and eras I never even lived in.

I watched gangs of new york the other day. I felt nostalgic about the time period (as brutal as it was) about never having lived in that. All the chaos, all the mayhem, all the opportunity. I have countless examples of other movies and songs that make me feel nostalgic about eras I never lived in.

Tonight I'm watching Mr. Nobody which a good portion of focuses on teenage love. I'm feeling nostalgic about those feels. That first or second love. Those raw teenage emotions. Fuck I miss it.

Anyone else have experience with this? Have you been able to overcome it?

Fuck man I'm so tired of constantly missing the past and wanting to go back.

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Yes and it causes depression for me, i cant listen to music from my childhood or movies or ille start missing it, remembering those fun times carefree with no worries.
 
you should watch Midnight in Paris

I'm the same way though dude, but for me I'll be driving somewhere, and depending on how the light is I'll like have flashbacks to driving the same route when I was 17 in my first beater car on my way home after a party....like clockwork its me thinking of the same party and shit like that....wasnt even a great party...just a good time....but I always think of it when I drive this familiar route that I take every sunday! just depends on the lighting of the day...its wierd. Just great positive summer vibes

Then my mind will wander back to being 17 and the feeling of summer and blasting music that is making me go deaf... feels good man
Yeah I actually watched that earlier this year. It was great especially for that nostalgia factor.

And yeah man I experience the exact same thing. Boise (where I live) is such a small place it's really hard not to throw a rock and hit some place where I made a memory. I'll drive down warm springs ave and think of when I was with such and such girl, and a trip we made out to a lake driving down that road. I'll turn around and see the old arcade where I use to get super high with buddies and play arcade games for hours and how much fun that was. It's almost everywhere I go in this small town.
 
some days, nostalgic. others, wistful.

gettin' old.
 
It's corny, I know it is, but things only begin to be too late to change things around when you're up really up there in age 50+ or when children are involved. I have a cousin that was in and out of jail from his late teenage years to his mid 20s. He got involved with Cal Fire as an inmate, helped fight numerous wildfires back in 2007 here in California. Now he's an EMT and doing pretty good for himself at 36.
 
Yeah i'm nostalgic. It gets worse as i age.[58]
I like watching old english black and white films from the 50s and 60s as i recognize things from my childhood a lot of the time. Things like particular makes and models of cars, lorries, buses, fashion, and stuff. It makes me feel quite sad but also a little happy too.
 
The world is Nostalgic. Why do you think Stranger Things was so popular.

Heck, I was at a Barnes and Noble the other day (feeling nostalgic for the dying world of bookstores) and they had a Teddy Ruxpin for sale. I nearly bought the damn thing.

And yes, sometimes I get nostalgic for time periods I didnt live in like the ‘20s and ‘30s (minus the racism, sexism, homophobia), mostly just for the cool fashion, cars, decor, simple drinks, and old school boxing.

I think that's why Cinderella man is one of my favorite movies. I always enjoy watching movies from the 80's too
 
I think life is full of ups and downs.
I'm still going through a similar phase
That started when I turned 28 and is still on going at 32. I keep remembering the summer before I started high school and being so hopeful about all of the possibilties. Unfortunately I was too shy and high school went almost the opposite way that I wanted it to. I felt good when I turned 20. I lost around 75 pounds and started succeeding at college but I had to drop out because it became to expensive.I found a job that I have been at for about eight years now its a dead end. Its sounds as though your starting to turn your life around ,ts. Hopefully you're on your way to a fulfilling career.
Good luck to you
 
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