Today I turn 30 and yet, in August, my dick stopped working and I over train faster as well as not being motivated to train hard. Much harder to lose weight as well. Today was the !!! on the fact that I am old.
I have been meditating for a year and a half consistently but not seriously. I want to meditate 2-6 hours a day. I mean, I feel like such a loser. Looking at my 20s and damn, I am speechless...
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30 seems bad, then a couple weeks go by and you realize you're still in your prime and it's fine. 40, however, is a real ball breaker.
Thanks, I know this is vow is me. But massive amounts of rejection+porn fap= problem. By the time I got laid, I actually had liked the fantasy more than the actual thing. Like you make it more epic in your head than the real thing and the real thing becomes a let down.
Although, I have a friend in the same boat as me, we both lost our virginity late in our 20s. He remarked that, perhaps we missed our sexual prime (17-25) and thus we don't have those epic memories of a wildly good time when it comes to sex.
Kind of like, if a kid never had burger and fries as a kid. Then had it as an adult, he might not like it as much because there is no nostalgic sensation behind it.
Anyway, my feelings in regards to missing my sexual prime:
I'm 38 and look amazing. Maybe you should try not sucking? Have you ever considered that?
I don't understand you guys im 34 fap everyday and fuck the gf everynight. Im in poor shape and eat like shit
That's a good attitude. 40 hit me hard mentally. I started getting used to it after a couple years, then just turned 44 and it's back to near panic attacks and frequent trips to the men's room. Gotta keep up on that fiber, bro. Get to it before it gets to you.Wasn’t for me, man. Just didn’t bother me, and I don’t sit and obsess about how much fibre is in my diet yet lol.
That's actually a beautiful picture, haha.
Instead of meditating try Jesus Christ. Christ is the savior of all mankind.Today I turn 30 and yet, in August, my dick stopped working and I over train faster as well as not being motivated to train hard. Much harder to lose weight as well. Today was the !!! on the fact that I am old.
I have been meditating for a year and a half consistently but not seriously. I want to meditate 2-6 hours a day. I mean, I feel like such a loser. Looking at my 20s and damn, I am speechless...
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YupI thought perhaps you had great experience with women early on. But what age did you lose your virginity? Was it around 17-22?