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Its with a heavy heart that i have finaly realized that my fighting days are done. I got the body and skills to do it. But my head is not in the right place to climb into the ring.
Time goes by so fast. My last fight was in 2013. Thats a long time ago. And i aint getting any younger. I was gonna fight alot after my last fight. But then my two kids came into my life. So that put things on hold for a while.
This was the year i finaly was gonna fight again. But at the end of 2017, my daughter got diabetes type 1. Now she lives with a insulin pump. And we need to check her often. This shit is very stressful.
I could wait until we get used to the diabetes situation. But right now i know that i can not have the right focus it takes to do a real fight.
I am getting old. 6 month til i am 40 fucking years old. I feel 29 in the gym. Not 39.
But the years dont lie. I am 39.
I have two great kids, a fine woman i love, and a nice well paid job.
So yeah.. I guess its no more fights. In 1997 i stepped on to the mat for my first fight in sanshou. 2002 i had my first muay thai fight in Thailand in chumphon. And in chiang mai 2013 i had my last fight.
@Sinister i guess i wont be needing my pro fight tag anymore. If i know myself right, i will probably be doing something crazy years from now.. But no more fights are on my radar now.
I gonna be a gym rat. And a coach.
Sorry for the long read guys.