didn't mean to hit a nerve cat, no, i never recall hearing about your religious leanings but it's fine with me. I'm just telling you the things I've seen in my life and in church, maybe they were bullshitting some too, you know it makes a better story when you say "oh yeah, I was the worst junkie you ever saw, now look at me" but I heard it a lot. I think that dynamic truly does happen though, just look at some of the entertainers who were wild and got seriously religious, Vanity, Prince, Donna Summers. I'm with you on the being crippled stuff, and I'm spiritual myself, just not religious, they ruined that for me.