I remember when I was a teen I got caught looking at porn and I was so mortified and I wanted crawl in a hole and die. Literally, I had trouble looking people in the eyes and feel heart flutters/ increased body temperature just thinking about it.
So I'm watching embedded and I start thinking Jones does earth shattering shite every year and it seems like he is not affected in the least bit. His ability to face his deplorable actions and keep moving is incredible. I think I'm impressed maybe. I don't know though because it also might mean he has no concious and he just fears consequences. People like that are capable of anything.
I use to be a fan of Jon Jones. I use to see him as a role model aybe even a hero up until the cocaine stuff. Now, I just enjoy watching him fight.
TLDR: Jones ability to overcome shame is mildly impressive.