I acknowledge that I could be a much better lifter if I made more time. I could probably join a cheap gym too that had other equipment for more assistance. I could probably go out and find a weightlifting partner too. For me, lifting has always just been a recreational hobby or escape. Gains have slowed big time, but honestly, I don't really give a fuck. If I hit a few PRs, I don't care. Maybe at some point I'll feel differently, but I doubt it.
I'm the same way with other hobbies like guitar and golf. I've been playing guitar for 17+ years now. Am I as good of a guitar player as others who have been playing that long? Doubt it. I have no desire to practice theory or technique daily and haven't had that desire for years. Being competent enough to write songs is all I care about. That's what I have fun doing. With golf, I don't go to the range hardly at all. I practice putting and chipping before rounds, but that's about it. Do I still have fun playing rounds? Absolutely, but I do realize practicing would make me a better golfer. I just don't enjoy it. Hobbies are supposed to be something you enjoy doing - an escape from work and the grind of daily life.