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I'm not going to look up what a lorry is, but have you thought of driving a tractor trailer???
A lorry is just limey speak for what you guys call a truck.
I'm not going to look up what a lorry is, but have you thought of driving a tractor trailer???
A lorry is just limey speak for what you guys call a truck.
Anyone else struggling out there?
I've been trying to find a better job, but during the practical training required to get my new skills, I developed an anxiety for the role.
I just left a job interview, that I turned down relatively early on, because I'd be worse out of pocket due to having to pay £100 a month for staff parking. I'd have taken it otherwise, as experience is hard to come by for a nervous fellow like myself.
That's not all it. I'm pessimistic for the future, what I see around me, and I can't escape the feeling that no matter what I do, I'll never get respect. Everywhere I look, I'm surrounded by the bored and the miserable. There's no colour or happiness around me.
In terms of society? Community and recreation will be stripped away for all but the wealthy. The working class will just work to survive and own nothing, no home, not even a car. There will be a very clear line of ownership in the future.
I've lay in bed over the last two nights, magically finding god, praying to die in my sleep. Even thought about taking a knife to my wrists, and spent my last few woke hours watching videos on suicide on YouTube. Now I'm awake now, sitting in my Kia that's being pounded by torrential rain, listening to music on Greatest Hits Radio. I didn't get the job, it wasn't good enough, fair enough.
Oh well. Not the first time that I've felt low, probably won't be the last either. I just wish that I didn't waste so much time on it. I'm sure that others are in worse positions than I. I just wanted to vent to others a bit. Save family the hassle.
Nice. Earth Wind and Fire are on the radio. This one.
I am no expert at all, but maybe you are suffering from anxiety...I used to suffer (5 combat deployments) in silence until I decided to talk to my doctor, a little medication and it's really like night and day, my Quality of Life drastically improved, so it might be a conversation worth having with your primary care provider.
Haven't tried it tbh, so I do not know but I imagine it would, and I have gotten warnings anxiety medication is not something you should just quit cold turkey.what happens if u go off the meds? Does the anxiety come back?
Haven't tried it tbh, so I do not know but I imagine it would, and I have gotten warnings anxiety medication is not something you should just quit cold turkey.
are u cool with the idea of just being on it forever then? Doesnt anxiety meds fuck up ur long term memory as a side effect?
This is the attitude towards life I like.Yea, I've been thinking about blasting myself for years now. Came close a few times.
But I won't, because fuck the world. The reaper is going to have to come get me, I'm not gonna do his work for him.
Stick around bro, be defiant. You're not alone. Ever need to talk, PM me.
My pants have been up for ages mate.
I have some money. I have a roof over my head. I have a job where I can save a bit. I have a car. I put up with shit so that I don't lose things, or lose the opportunity to get things.
I know that you're trying to help. You've given me offers before, which I've appreciated. I'm just tired of fighting. I want to just be happy, in a happy place, with happy people.
This is the attitude towards life I like.
My life is a continual journey of peaks and valleys. The peaks are pretty brief and the valleys seem endless at times. But through it all I’ve decided that the only way I’m leaving this earth is for time or crime to take me out.
Death can go fuck its face.
I understand, do you have a lack of social interaction? You sound like you need a good night out and have some fun with people you enjoy the company of.
I have not had a single side effect honestly, so it doesn't bother me at all. Talking to the doc about it was one of the best decisions I have ever made.are u cool with the idea of just being on it forever then? Doesnt anxiety meds fuck up ur long term memory as a side effect?
Anyone else struggling out there?
I've been trying to find a better job, but during the practical training required to get my new skills, I developed an anxiety for the role.
I just left a job interview, that I turned down relatively early on, because I'd be worse out of pocket due to having to pay £100 a month for staff parking. I'd have taken it otherwise, as experience is hard to come by for a nervous fellow like myself.
That's not all it. I'm pessimistic for the future, what I see around me, and I can't escape the feeling that no matter what I do, I'll never get respect. Everywhere I look, I'm surrounded by the bored and the miserable. There's no colour or happiness around me.
In terms of society? Community and recreation will be stripped away for all but the wealthy. The working class will just work to survive and own nothing, no home, not even a car. There will be a very clear line of ownership in the future.
I've lay in bed over the last two nights, magically finding god, praying to die in my sleep. Even thought about taking a knife to my wrists, and spent my last few woke hours watching videos on suicide on YouTube. Now I'm awake now, sitting in my Kia that's being pounded by torrential rain, listening to music on Greatest Hits Radio. I didn't get the job, it wasn't good enough, fair enough.
Oh well. Not the first time that I've felt low, probably won't be the last either. I just wish that I didn't waste so much time on it. I'm sure that others are in worse positions than I. I just wanted to vent to others a bit. Save family the hassle.
Nice. Earth Wind and Fire are on the radio. This one.