OK but it's not a belief it's just a fact. It is an appeal to emotion. You just refuse to educate yourself. It doesn't matter how many people you include in this. If any of the 7 billion people on Earth rethink their position simply based on his action, they're falling for the fallacy. It appears that you are not a man who values logic is all, which I guess is your cross to bear.
Now we are moving on to the 4th fallacy you've committed in these arguments. This is false equivocation. The disciples are revered because they held to their convictions on pain of death. They did not kill themselves. If they had they would not be revered as it goes against the Christian faith. Christians do not believe in killing yourself for any reason. Surely that's crossed your mind in the many hours of thought you put into this. Here's some further reading for you:
en.wikipedia.org
As for his family, you are admitting through your silence in here that you have not ever dealt with it. A normal tragedy is not the same as suicides. Especially not when a young person commits suicide. But regardless of that I call bullshit that these hundreds of people came out better on the other end. What you mean is there is a silver lining in the loss; that there is at least some positive that comes from it. Almost ever single one of those people would be better off as a whole without the loss.
You keep painting yourself as open minded but from the outset you had an opinion and you constantly speak to everyone from an authoritative positions and generalize and dismiss dissenting opinions. Not just to me and
@SmilinDesperado but to like, basically everyone. Me and him have very different opinions on the conflict as a whole and you painted us with the same brush stroke. Im sure that he finds that as amusing as I do as while you were doing it we were literally arguing in the other thread. You can't imagine how people could invest time into thinking about something and not reach your conclusion You do that in the face of established logic even.