Sobriety is actually pretty serene as you're in control all the time. I wake up feeling good everyday, and go to bed feeling good everyday. I don't have to worry about planning my day so I can drink as early as possible without driving... being in control is much better than being lost in the booze.
Good luck in getting your life back...keep a journal if you're that kind of person and write down things you're noticing about how you feel, how you're sleeping, your overall response to difficult situations, etc. It helped me when I did finally decide to sober up and I'm about to hit 4 years sober on Dec 1.